Till now

school was great.
i used my time wisely. haha
been studying for almost the whole day.
but, math lesson was exception.
i was daydreaming.
pissed for no reason. haha

was so unlucky today.
got my kneecap bruised.
hand cut.
coursework untouched.
guess i'm gonna burn the midnight oil.

read his blog.
somehow it make sense.
people grow, and change.
some for the better,
while some got themselves lost.
how true.
where are we heading to when we die?
indeed, who knows.

thoughts had been running wild in my mind.
feelings had been mixing in my heart.
i had no idea what i'm thinking.
neither am i aware of how i'm feeling.

when i look away,
it doesn't mean i don't care.
i'm not brave enough to look into your eyes.
thus, i choose to hide.
you were too perfect to me.
i dare not yearn for more.
thus, i'll just look from afar.
as long as you are in sight,
safe and sound,
i'll feel alright.

boy, you are great.
te falto.

misses is indeed an illness.
and there isn't any cure to it.

forgive me.
cause i still can't stop loving you.